Undecided..*

My guy bestfriend told me before that he wanted me as the vocalist of his band, for the "Battle of the Bands" in school. I know, that my voice is not that good so I told him I won't agree to be their vocalist. But then, he's forcing me to be the vocalist.

Then I received a message --through Yahoo Messenger-- about my "bestfriend" just this morning. (I will not tell the name of the sender for privacy). So, he told me that my bestfriend is just using me, and whenever I'm not present, my bestfriend is backstabbing me and all, and then he told me that "I WILL REGRET MY DECISION HAVING HIM AS A BESTFRIEND". Ugh..

And now, my mind is confused with all these things. I trust my bestfriend and I know that he'll not do that to me. I just hope.

So how will I face this thing? Who will I believe? my bestfriend? or the person who knows more about him?

Updated.*

Finally! I have the opportunity to update my Xanga again! As you can see, my last entry was last July. Anyway, enough about that. So, yeah! Nothing special happened from the past weeks. But, honestly, I'm really tired. Tired of studying every night, making homeworks, studying previous lessons and the following ones for the preparation for the exams the following day. As of 12:30 midnight, I'm just alone. Alone here in our computer room, with no one beside me, or is there someone. Eek!! freaky. Enough about that thing!! I'm getting nervous here.

Anyway, From the past few weeks,I have been wondering why I usually hang out with my guy friends. Hhhmm..freaky. But actually,I totally admit that I'm really having a good time whenever I talk with my guyfriends, most specially when I'm closed to those guys I'm talking with. I don't know why. Maybe it's just because, I can talk anything and everything ,with my guy friends, under the Sun.

And oh yeah! Didn't I tell you that I'm the "director" for our Ibong Adarna play? Yeah, that's true. It's a big responsibility for me, though. I need to focus MORE and MORE and MORE...Still, please wish  me LUCK!!